I never imagined the most important day of my life would begin with a scream. My name is María Fernández, and thirty years ago I gave birth to five babies in a public hospital in Seville. The labor was long and brutal, and when I finally opened my eyes, I saw five bassinets lined up beside my bed. Fear and love crashed into each other at the same time. They were tiny, fragile, perfect… and all of them were Black.
Before I could speak, my husband, Javier Morales, walked into the room. He looked at one baby. Then another. His face drained of color, then twisted into something I had never seen before. Rage. Disgust. He shouted that they weren’t his children, that I had betrayed him, that I had humiliated him. Nurses tried to calm him, telling him tests could be done, that nothing had been confirmed yet. He didn’t care. He said he wasn’t carrying “this shame,” turned around, and walked out. He never came back.
The days after were a blur of whispers, stares, and silence. Some people assumed I had cheated. Others thought the hospital had made a mistake. No one had answers, and Javier disappeared completely. He changed his number, moved away, and erased us from his life. I signed every paper alone. I named my children alone. Daniel, Samuel, Lucía, Andrés, and Raquel. I left the hospital pushing a borrowed stroller, my heart shattered but my resolve firm. I promised my children I would protect them, no matter what.
